RE
2020
Video
Performance
Special thanks for the photographer: Sean Yuan
Role: When the spotlight comes back on me, āIā am patient, cautious and calm.
Fall: Sometimes it causes an entrance, sometimes it causes a cliff.
Construction: it's a mental process, not a social.
Decoding
This work focuses on expressing all my feeling of conducting a rehabilitation process by myself, especially when I tried to rebuild a new social network.
The strong spotlight implies that I feel I have been focused, and the business card tower is a metaphor for my mental process. I tried to heal myself and relieve myself from feeling failing via rebuilding new social relationships, in the whole process I am highly nervous, I hold my breath and my shakes, I will sweating hard and will have a sudden tachycardia if I lose one card. And no matter an action is successfully conducted or not, it indeed leaves a mark on my construction.